Union J Fanfic, Mainly Jaymi Hensley and Josh Cuthbert Part 6!

Here the final part of my Josh and Jaymi supernatural fanfic! I know it took a while, sorry, but I hope you all enjoy it!:-)

Josh Cuthbert!

Josh Cuthbert!

Jaymi Hensley!

Jaymi Hensley!

Here is the final part of my fanfic I Wish I Was You. Hope you enjoy! 🙂

Title: I Wish I Was You

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Jaymi stayed the night with Olly sleeping on the sofa. Mid-way through the night Olly came out of the bedroom and approached him at the sofa.
“Josh, wake up.”
Jaymi hadn’t really been asleep. Just had his eyes closed over.
“What is it ba- Olly?”
“Just all these strange feelings I’m feeling lately.”
“Like what?”
“Like me and Jaymi. Me and you. I honestly don’t know where I’m at.”
“In what way?”, Jaymi asked sitting up and making room for Olly to sit next to him on the sofa.
“Just lately I feel closer to you. It isn’t that I want to undo everything that Jaymi and I have built up over the years. It’s just that I feel a connection with you. Like I did with him before. I never thought I could have a connection like that with anyone else the way I had it with him. I can’t deny how I’m feeling anymore though. It’s there.”
Jaymi silently wished in his mind that he and Josh had never made those stupid wishes that night. It was the usual story with life. You always wanted what you couldn’t have and took for granted the people in your life who actually completed your world. He just wanted his life back and he silently wished he could have it back. Have Olly back. It was clear to him that Olly loved him for what was inside him. For who he was. That’s clearly why the poor guy was so confused. He knew he shouldn’t kiss him and yet those lips. Those lips were drawing him in. Soft, tender, sensual. And so he kissed him feeling Olly’s resistance as he pulled away. But then he seen Olly’s eyes flash with surprise and he fainted.

Josh was sitting with JJ and George. He was keeping silent. It didn’t seem to be wise to speak about how he was feeling about his new body transformation. It was clear that the outcome of that would only be a lot of raised eyebrows. He wished things were back to normal. Both he and Jaymi were under immense strain trying to live each other’s lives. Suddenly George and JJ looked at him in shock.
“Josh …”, JJ began.
He was so shocked that he had been called his own name for the first time in ages.
“You’ve just turned into Josh!”, George says.
“I’ve always been. Me and Jaymi turned into each other!”
“I don’t know George. I don’t know myself. We wished it in an argument and it just happened.”

“Olly, wake up!”, Jaymi said slapping him slightly on the side of the face to wake him.
In doing so he noticed that his hands were back to his own. No wonder Olly fainted, he thought and continued to try to wake him.
Gradually Olly came back to reality.
“J, what the hell? How is this happening?! How did you just turn into yourself like by magic or something? No, I’m sorry. It’s me. I’ve just had a vision that wasn’t there … It’s all this stress lately …”
Jaymi laughs.
“You didn’t have a vision babe. Josh and me turned into each other and now I’ve turned back …”
“No wonder Josh hit me …”
“No, he shouldn’t have done that! I am so angry with him …”
“J be fair. He freaked out. If I changed into one of his girlfriends and Josh was trying it on with me I think I’d knock him out too! You are friends. Forget it. I’m just glad it wasn’t you. And now I need a glass of …”
“Water? I could get you it.”
“I was thinking something stronger. A lot stronger!”
“I get you some alcohol.”, Jaymi replied and kissed him passionately before going to get Olly some much needed alcohol.

Josh was sitting playing Candy Crush the next day when Jaymi came in.
“Hey …”, Jaymi began.
“I shouldn’t have hit Olly. It was out of order man …”
“It was but it’s been a mad time. We need to put this behind us. Heck I’m getting married at the end of the year. You have a wedding to attend …”
“You still want me there?”
“We both do.”
They hug in a macho fashion.
“Come on Jay, we better catch this bus.”
They walk out to the tour bus where George and JJ are already on board waiting. As they step on to join them in the distance stands the old man they met on the night of their argument. He is smiling. His work here is done and now he is off to help more people value what and more importantly who they have in their life.

The End.


The Strength of Our Love: Union J, Mostly George and Jaymi Fanfic Part 11!

Here is the final part of my fanfic The Strength of Our Love. Hope you enjoy! 🙂

Title: The Strength of Our Love

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J and I’m not saying anything about their real sexualities. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Jaymi Hensley!

Jaymi Hensley!

George Shelley!

George Shelley!

Standing outside the tour bus George waited for Jaymi to arrive. He couldn’t wait to spend his first day both dating and working with Jaymi since they had signed their record contract. Jaymi soon arrived looking snazzy in Topman clothes and urban style runners.
“You look amazing.”, George smiled.
“So do you babe.”
“I’m just wearing a t-shirt and jeans.”
“Doesn’t matter. You always look amazing.”
They kiss gently.
“So this is the tour bus?”
“Can you believe it George?! An actual tour bus?!”, Jaymi said excitedly.
“Yeah. I seen something like that in our contract after all!”, George smiled.
Jaymi rolled his eyes and grinned.
“You know what I mean Smarty Pants!”
“Yeah. I love you Jaymi.”
“I love you too George.”
They kiss again. Josh and JJ come along.
“Oh you two get a room!”, Josh smiles and George and Jaymi smile and the four of them get on the tour bus.

The End.

I hope you all enjoyed it! 🙂

The Strength of Our Love: Union J, Mostly George and Jaymi Fanfic Part 10!

Here is the next part of my fanfic The Strength of Our Love. Hope you enjoy! 🙂

Title: The Strength of Our Love

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J and I’m not saying anything about their real sexualities. What I’m writing is complete fiction.






Jaymi walked up to the door of George’s house and raised his hand to knock at the door but stops and puts his hand down. He sighs. Can he do this?, he thinks. Is he able to control his anger, or worse his tears, when he sees George’s face. He puts his hand to his forehead. Why did life have to be so difficult sometimes? And yet it could be so gloriously wonderful too. Like when he was with George. Like when he was with George before he’d hurt him. And yet he couldn’t stop loving him. He had too invisible, magnetic hold over him that he couldn’t shake and part of him wanted to shake it. However, part of him didn’t want to shake it off either because that would be moving on from George. Not having him in his life anymore. Not seeing him again. And the idea of that hurt him. He didn’t want that. He couldn’t bear that. With that, he knocks at the door. Within seconds he can hear George’s footsteps coming. He knows the sound of his footsteps like an almost obsessed lovesick puppy. George answers the door.
“Jaymi, hi.”, he says awkwardly.
“Hi.”, Jaymi replies just about getting the word out.
His mouth has gone dry. His body has tensed up.
“Do you want to come in?”, George asks.
“Ok. Thanks.”
They go into the living-room.
“Sit down if you like.”, George says, neaves filtering through his voice.
“Thanks.”, Jaymi says just as nervous and sits down on the sofa.
George sits beside him.
“I didn’t think I’d ever see you again.”
“Makes two of us.”
“Meaning that I was going to get back with Olly.”
“Fickle, ain’t you?”
“Yeah, you’d know all about that, wouldn’t you?”
George sighs.
“Ok. Ok. I know that you hurt you but running back to your ex. It can’t have hurt you half as much as your making out.”
“I didn’t want to be alone with my thoughts, alright George?! I’m weak! I thought if I cling onto Olly I’ll forget you! But …”
“But what?”, George asked hopeful.
“But I can’t. I love you and I miss you but I can’t forgive you!”
“Jaymi, I will make this up to you …”
“You can’t.”
“If you really believe that, why are you here?”
“I don’t know. I just … I just can’t stay away from you.”
“Give me a chance.”
“I shouldn’t have came.”, Jaymi says getting up.
George catches his arm.
“Please. We can get through this.”
“I don’t know.”
George pulls Jaymi to him and kisses him passionately.
“I love you Jaymi. Please.”
Tears come into Jaymi’s eyes. George wipes his tears in his fingertips.
“I’m sorry babe. Forgive me.”
Jaymi sits down and cuddles himself into George’s side. George holds him close.
Though Jaymi is unsure that he is doing the right thing, he feels weak to how he feels for George.

More soon! 🙂

Union J Fanfic, Mainly Jaymi Hensley and Josh Cuthbert Part 5!





Title: I Wish I Was You

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Josh had already overheard and rushed from the building. He had to get his few things that he had snuck in of his own to Jaymi’s. He had to get out of here. There was no way he was going to … um allow himself to be put in anywhere.

Olly started to make his way home from work. He thought to himself about how off he had been with Jaymi last night. He had been in a bad humour himself due to Josh and he wanted to make it up to Jaymi.

Josh arrived at the house and rushed in. He ran straight into the bedroom and landed his suitcase on the bed before proceeding to pack. He had a few clothes in the suitcase when he heard a voice from the doorway.

“Jaymi, what are you doing?”
He turned to see Olly standing in the doorway looking confused.

“Um … um … last minute change of plans. The record company wants us to head over to … um … Asia.”

“And you weren’t going to tell me?”
“No! No, I was! Of course I was. I just … um … was getting packed first. Don’t want to be leaving thing until the last minute.”, Josh replied and forced a smile.

“Ok.”, Olly replied with a smile and started to open his shirt.

“What are you doing?”

“I was thinking we could maybe have a bit of fun before you go.”

As Olly drew nearer Josh took a step backwards.

“Olly …”, Josh began but Olly wasn’t listening.

“You don’t have to rush. They can wait a little while.”

“It’ll be only three days!”

“Since when could you go three days without sex?”, Olly asked walking towards him seductively and shoving his suitcase off the bed before shoving Josh onto the bed in its place.

“It’s going to be Ok baby. I’m going to make all your dreams come true.”, Olly said getting on top of him.

“More like all my nightmares!”, Josh replied shoving him off.

He landed on the floor.

“Jaymi, I don’t understand! What have I done wrong?! I know I’ve been eating a bit more of the Ben & Jerry’s recently but …”

“No Olly, you’re a really handsome dude. It’s not that …”

“Then what is it?! Tell me!”

“Nothing!”, Josh shouted.

Olly stood up and put his hand on the side of Josh’s face gently.

“Then sleep with me. Are you sexually attracted to me anymore?”

“Just stop! I can’t take this anymore!”

“Take what anymore?!”

“I don’t know! I just have to get out of here!”

“I can help you to want me again. We’ll get through it. It’s just a phase.”, Olly said kissing Josh hard on the lips. Josh stemmed through Josh and he punched Olly sending him flying to the floor. Tears were coming into Olly’s eyes. He looked shocked and hurt. He is holding his lip.

“Olly …”, Josh began.

“I want you to get out!”, Olly shouts.

Josh gets down on the floor beside him and puts his hand on his shoulder. Olly pulls his shoulder away.

“Please listen …”

“I don’t want to listen. You’ve changed. I don’t want you near me.”

“I freaked out …”

“I was just trying to have a bit of fun. Freaked out?! It’s like you’ve forgotten I’m your boyfriend or something.”

“I’m not your boyfriend.”

“Yeah. At least you do have something right now.”

“Oh no Olly listen. There’s no need to do that …”

“There’s every need! You just punched me in the face! I’m not putting up with that! I’m not some sort of idiot Jaymi …”

“Olly listen I’m sorry …”

“Oh it’s too late for that. It was too late for that from the second your fist made contact with my lip.”

“No but you don’t understand …”

“Oh I understand alright. Perfectly in fact so you can get your stuff and permanently get the hell out.”

“I’m not Jaymi.”

“Oh what is it? You didn’t feel like yourself for the minute?”, Olly mocked.

“Please don’t hate him. He would never hit you.”, Josh is saying but Olly has began to talk and isn’t taking in what he is saying.

“I am not in the mood to listen to you go on and on. I want you out now!”

“Olly …”

“Now or I’ll scream. I swear I’ll scream!”

“But your not in danger!”

“Really?! You busted my lip but apparently I’m not in danger! You have five seconds Jaymi …”

“But my stuff …”

“Send someone over to collect it! Just don’t set foot in this house again!”

Josh got up hesitantly. He didn’t want to leave it like this. He wanted him to know that he wasn’t Jaymi. He didn’t want to break them up. But Olly was adamant so he left feeling sick to his stomach. Jaymi would never forgive him for this.

Jaymi got out of the car outside his house. Josh came out looking dazed.

“Thought you might have got here! What’s wrong? You look like you’ve just seen Casper or something.”
“Jaymi I am a terrible friend.”

“No you aren’t Josh. Granted you have made things awkward for me with JJ and George making me look weird and I was going to kill you but if it’s affecting you this much then we’ll forget it …”

“Jaymi I have to go.”, Josh said frantically getting into his car.

“Why? What’s wrong?”
“I didn’t mean to hurt him. I feel terrible.”

“Hurt who?! Not Olly?! If you have hurt him any way I will bloody kill you you …”

“I’m sorry.”, Josh said pulling out.”

“Get back here!”, Jaymi shouted after him but Josh had sped off into the distance.

Jaymi rushed to his house and knocked on the door. No answer.

“Olly, open the door.”, he called in.

No answer. Jaymi opened the door. He walked into the kitchen. No one. Then he went to the bedroom. There he seen Olly cowering fearfully in the corner. He rushed to him instinctively and threw his arms around him. Olly struggled free frantically.

“Get away! How the hell did you get in?!”
“Jaymi gave me the keys …”

“When I said to send someone to get his stuff I didn’t mean straight away.”

Jaymi could see that Olly’s face was flooded with tears. Then he seen his lip. There was blood coming from it. He felt ill. The idea of anybody hurting Olly making him sick to his core.

“Olly, did he do this?”

“Yes Josh but you probably won’t believe that your precious friend would …”

“No I believe you! I’m here for you if you’ll let me be.”

“Josh I’m not into you that way.”

“I meant as a friend.”

“Ok. I’d like that. Thank you Josh.”

“Don’t mention it. I wouldn’t be anywhere else.”

 More soon! 🙂

Union J Fanfic, Mainly Jaymi Hensley and Josh Cuthbert Part 4!

This is the next part of my fanfic “I Wish I Was You”. Enjoy! 🙂 :

Josh Cuthbert!

Josh Cuthbert!

Jaymi Hensley!

Jaymi Hensley!

Title: I Wish I Was You

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

“Josh I need to talk to you!”, Jaymi said rushing towards him the next day crying.
“What? Is this about …?!”, Josh began nervously before stopping.
He had been about to say Gwyn but he didn’t want to shoot himself in the foot if it wasn’t.
“About what?”, Jaymi asked.
“Oh nothing. It’s not important. Continue.”
“It’s Olly.”
“I had nothing to do with it.”, Josh said quickly,
“He is feeling down but I had nothing to do with it.”
“No, I know that. It was me.”
“What? How?”
“You are going to kill me! He thinks you were sniffing his shirt.”
“What?! Jaymi …”
“I know! I know! I should have been more careful but I had the keys and I just let myself in and he just appeared.”
“While you were sniffing his goddamn shirt as me?!”
“Yeah. I am so sorry Josh but I …”
“I really don’t want to hear it Jaymi! You were lonely, you missed him, you needed the comfort of his smell, you needed something of him to keep you company! I don’t care! I look like a proper little creep! Going around sniffing peoples’ shirts who I’m not the partner of!”
“I was careless …”
“Careless?! You were downright stupid!”
“Ok, I’ll take that. I was downright stupid but it’s driving me crazy Josh.”
“You don’t think I’m not drove crazy by it all! I know you’re missing your partner and I don’t have a partner to miss but I’m still going insane been you. I’m lying in bed with Olly hoping he’s not going to go for a feel so things are difficult for us all. Don’t you go playing the I’m going insane card Mr. Jaymi Hensley! Because it ain’t going to work!”, Josh says and storms off.
Jaymi sighs deeply.

Josh is sitting at the wall crying when George comes along.
“Hey Jaymi, are you alright?”
“Oh George, have you ever felt not like yourself?”
“You’re over-thinking things.”
“No, I need to tell you something and I need you not to freak out.”
“You and Olly is no more?!”
“No! Jaymi and Olly are still together …”
“Jaymi stop. You are freaking me out now. Stop talking about yourself in the third person. It’s one of the first signs of madness!”
“George it’s me. Josh.”
George laughs.
“No George mate I’m serious!”
“Look Jaymi mate I know you always wanted the deals that Josh has been getting recently for the modelling. I know that you and Olly want the extension but …”
“George please I need you to believe me.”
“You’re bloody serious?!”
“Yeah. Yeah I am.”
“You really have gone insane Jaymi.”
“No George. Listen I am not Jaymi. I’m Josh. You used to have an imaginary friend called Buster when you were younger …”
“He told you that?! I told Josh that in confidence! I’ll kill him!”
“No! You told me in confidence!”
“I’m not crazy Jaymi! You know you two act like my friends but it’s still there, isn’t it? I didn’t think it was!”
“What is? What are you talking about?!”
“Last one in. Let’s gang together and make a fool of the last one in?!”
“George, I don’t think that at all. Neither does Jaymi. You’re getting this all wrong!”
“Oh am I really?! Does Olly know what a bully you are?!”
“Oh for crying out loud George Jaymi was bullied at school. He isn’t going to go around bullying everybody else.”
“Yeah I was bullied at school too but people react in different ways! You clearly are deciding to bully everyone else. And stop referring yourself in the third person! The joke’s up!”
George gets to his feet. Josh grabs his arm.
“So I’m crying for nothing then, am I? Jeez George will you listen? You’re my friend. I need you to trust me. I need your help here. I know it’s crazy and so hard to believe but it’s the truth. Me and Jaymi are going crazy. Hasn’t our reactions been a bit different lately? Please say you’ve noticed something like that. I’m scared here George. Please.”
George sits back down and puts his hand on Josh’s shoulder.
“Jaymi, have you discussed this with Olly?”
“Josh! I’m Josh.”
“Sorry. Josh, have you discussed this with Olly?”
“He wouldn’t listen. I don’t want to freak him out.”
“I understand.”
“And Jaymi is a nightmare. He was sniffing Olly’s shirt and Olly caught him doing and now I look like someone who pops into peoples’ homes and sniffs their clothes!”
“Josh was sniffing Olly’s shirt?!”, George asks shocked.
“Well Jaymi as me. Not me. And it isn’t that I don’t understand. Of course I do. I’m not some horrible orge. He misses him. He wants to inhale his scent and imagine he’s close to him. I get it. But it incriminates me!”
“Is Olly Ok?”
“He’s down. I think he’s in a bit of shock.”
“I don’t blame him.”
“But he’ll be alright. Look George I need your help.”
“And Josh mate you’re going to get my help.”, George smiled.
“You promise?”
“I promise.”

George rushed in to find JJ.
“JJ I need your help!”, he said frantically upon finding JJ at the coffee machine.
“What is it George? Are you alright?”
“No. I am not alright. We have a problem.”
“Which is?”
“Jaymi is gone crazy and Josh has turned into a perv!”
“What? Slow down. What?”
“Jaymi is gone crazy …”
“No. I got the whole thing but come on. I know these lads longer than you …”
“Oh I knew that one was going to come out sooner or later …”
“George get that chip off your shoulder! I don’t mean it like that! I just mean that I know them well to know that Jaymi is not crazy and Josh is not a perv.”
“Yeah well try explaining to me why Jaymi is convinced that he’s Josh and why Josh was sniffing Olly’s shirt! Oh and Olly caught him doing it! And Jaymi knows about it but he thinks he did it because he thinks he’s Josh! But he doesn’t think he did it as himself!”
“George do you think you might need to sit down?”, JJ asks gently.
“JJ I’m not crazy! Stop talking to me like I am.”
“No I never said you were …”
“You’re treating me like a crazy person! We have a situation here! Help me! Please help me! I can deal with this on my own!”
Jaymi comes over to them.
“You guys Ok? Wow, that coffee looks appealing.”
“Like Olly’s shirt?!”
“Excuse me George!”
“You heard me!”
“I have no idea what your talking about!”
“Oh pull the other one! Jaymi said Olly caught you doing it!”
“He told you?!”
Jaymi decided against a coffee and went in search of Josh. He was fuming.

More soon! 🙂

Union J Fanfic, Mainly Jaymi Hensley and Josh Cuthbert Part 3!

This is the next part of my fanfic “I Wish I Was You”. Enjoy! 🙂 :



Title: I Wish I Was You

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Jaymi let himself into his house. Josh stood outside.

“Enjoy yourself!”, Josh smiled.

“Shut-up Josh!”, Jaymi smiled shyly and closed the door.

He now manoeuved his way along the living-room to the bedroom careful not to bang into the coffee table or various other objects. He let himself into the bedroom and crawled into the bed beside Olly.

“Wake up Olly babe.”

Olly stirs awake.

“You took your time. I thought I was the big man giving you the ultimatum  …”

Jaymi laughs and kisses him hard on the lips.

“I know you did!”

“I’m sorry. I got angry. I would never leave you.”

“It’s Ok. I have been a bit of a phat lately.”

“You haven’t been that bad. You ain’t that bad.”

“Oh I can be though.”, Jaymi said and pulled Olly under the covers.

Josh waited outside. An old man came along who was a neighbour of Jaymi’s and Olly’s.

“Have you lost your key son?”, the old man asked.

“No. No, just …”

“Having another row with the boyfriend?”, the old man smiled.

“Yeah, yeah and it’s getting cold out here. I wish he’d hurry up!”, Josh laughed and hoped he was convincing.

The old man smiled and went into his own house.

Josh breathed a sigh of relief.

Jaymi held Olly close after they had made love and ran his fingers through his hair gently.

“Oh Jaymi that feels good.”

“In what way? Like in an arousing way?”

“Maybe.”, Olly giggled.

Jaymi ran his fingers down Olly’s torso causing Olly to moan lightly.

“Do you want to go again?”

Jaymi ran his fingers up Olly’s torso.

“Yes …”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t hear you. You’ll have to say that again.”, Jaymi teased running his fingers back down Olly’s torso.

“Oh stop Jaymi, just please.”

“Defo not the big man, are you?”, Jaymi said and started kissing his neck.

“No. Not where you are concerned.”, Olly said breathlessly.

“You want me now?”

“Jaymi, I want you now.”

“Then your wish is my command gorgeous.”

Josh lit up a cigarette. A woman came along. She is another neighbour of Jaymi’s and Olly’s.

“Did you get locked out?”

“No. No. I … He stole my key. We’re having a bit of a row.”

“Oh …”

Josh finds the woman attractive and finds himself looking at her bottom.

“Jaymi, are you looking at my …”, she begins confused then trails off.

“Yes. Yes I was looking at your bottom. I hope you don’t mind. I couldn’t help it.”

“I don’t mind. It’s just that I always thought you were, well, gay.”

“To be honest that’s what me and Olly are arguing about. The truth is that I’m bi and he didn’t know and now well he’s kicked me out and I guess I’m just trying to get him to hear me out. I think if I stay at the door he’ll eventually let me in.”

“You are so sensitive.”

“Yeah, I know.”

“There’s not many men out there like you nowadays. Say Jaymi, would you like to come into mine for a coffee?”

Josh did an inner smile. Plan successful.

“Thanks. After the day I’ve had, that kindness is very much appreciated.”

They went into her house.

Jaymi got out of the bed quietly leaving Olly sleeping. He hated leaving him but he knew he had to. Until he got this sorted, he knew he had to go. So he quietly got dressed and crept back out of the house. When he got outside he was surprised to find that Josh was not there. He took his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and rang him. No answer. He tried again. No answer.

Josh lay in bed with the woman after having sex.

“I hope that you don’t feel like I’ve taken advantage of you when you’re at a low ebb. It’s just that tonight you were so charming and …”

“Sweetheart you didn’t take advantage of me. I was totally and utterly willing. You like me for me. Olly clearly never did. But we’ve been together so long and …”

“I know …”

“I hope you don’t feel like I’ve used you.”

“No Jaymi, I knew what I was doing. Not that I do this this very often.”

“No, I never thought you did. You are far too much of a classy lady for that.”

“But it was good. I don’t regret it.”

“No. Neither do I. I best be getting off. See if I can get into my home.”

“If not, you can come back if you want.”

“Thanks. I will.”

Josh got dressed, kissed the woman and gave her a final smile before leaving. Jaymi is outside his house.

“Where the hell were you?!”, Jaymi asked angrily.

“Where the hell was I?! Where the hell were you?! You spent ages in there!”

“Olly got a bit …”

“Actually I don’t want to know.”

“Well I do want to know where you got to!”

“You know that lady that lives two doors down on the left, long black hair, brown eyes …”

“Is that her name? I didn’t ask because obviously I was you and I was supposed to know who she was …”

“What about Gywn?”

“Well … we just had coffee. She felt sorry for me in the cold weather.”

“Gywn’s like that. She’s very considerate.”

Josh held in a laugh while thinking yes, very considerate indeed!

“Well you best go in and pretend your me. I best um, get back to the cat.”

“How is Oreo?”

“Fine. Me and Jordan’ll make sure he’s Ok.”, Jaymi smiles.

“Cool. Thanks mate. You just, you hope you won’t miss anything, like his newest miaow.”

“He miaowed earlier.”

“Aw. It’s horrible to miss these things. Where’s your Belle and your housemate Sian?”

“Belle’s at the vet’s. Sian’s on holidays.”

“Is Belle alright?”

“She’s been a little poorly lately. They took her in for observation.”

“Why didn’t you say? You must be worried about her.”

“I didn’t want to alarm anyone and besides the vet said she’d be Ok. It’s just they want to be sure and we miss like crazy of course but she’s going to be alright and that’s the main thing.”

“That’s good. I’m glad to hear that she will be Ok.”

“Thanks. Well I’ll let you. You best get in before he wakes.”

“Jaymi, nothing is going to happen between. I can promise you that now.”

“I know that. You’re straight.”

“Even so, I know it’s a little bit disconcerting for you to see another man under the same roof, in the same bed with him. It’s totally understanding and I just want to assure you that I am going to be totally honourable here.”

“That’s Ok. I’d be more worried if you were gay.”

“So would I! He’s not exactly unattractive!”

“I know that! I’ll see you soon.”

“Talk to you soon mate.”, Josh said and went inside.

Jaymi looked back at the house sadly once more wishing that he was cosed up in bed holding Olly in his arms before walking off.

Jaymi crept into Josh’s house. Jordan switched on the light stopping him in his tracks.

“So spill …”


“Where have you been? Did you get lucky?”

“Yeah. Met a girl in a night club, went back to hers for a house party, ended up having sex. Totally knackered me.”

“Oh you dirty dog! Get in there! So what was her name?”

“I didn’t ask. That wasn’t exactly what was on my mind!”

“Of course not!”, Jordan laughed.

“I don’t want to lead anywhere. It was a bit of fun. Easy come, easy go.”

“Why not?”

“Why not indeed?!”

“Well I’m off to bed. Work tomorrow. There’s some beers in the fridge if you want any.”

“Thanks Jordan. Night.”

“Night Josh.”

Jordan went off to bed and Jaymi breathed a sigh of relief. He sat down on the sofa and thought of Olly.

The next morning Jaymi went out to the kitchen to have some breakfast. He wiped sleep from his eyes and opened the fridge. He heard Jordan’s door click open and then Jordan came out in his boxers.

“Hey man, do you maybe want to put on some trousers?”, Jaymi said frantically forgetting why he had opened the fridge.

“No, you know me, I like to be free. Free as a bird.”

“Yeah.”, Jaymi replies finding his eyes going downwards.

“Josh, are you looking at …”

“No! I was looking at that carpet. I think we need to change it.”

“Good because I’m all for gay rights and if you’re gay man, that’s cool by me but me and you man that’s never going to happen.”

“I’m not gay Jordan.”

“Ok. Well that’s cool also. So is there any of those Cheerios left? If not, I suppose I’ll have to settle for a Frosties.”

“Yeah. I guess.”, Jaymi laughed nervously.

Josh was up early too. He was laying out breakfast for Olly and himself in an effort to win Jaymi some brownie points that he had clearly lost him and to try and sweeten Jaymi if he found out that he had slept with his female neighbour as him and therefore calling his sexuality into question. Olly’s and Jaymi’s bedroom door creaked opened and Olly emerged in his nightcoat.

“Oh something smells nice.”, Olly smiled.

“Well you know, I wanted to do something special for you.”

“Aw babe. This is so sweet.”

Olly gave Josh a hug.

“Sit down babe. Tuck in.”

The two of them sat down.

“I love you Jaymi.”

“I love you too Olly.”

“You know we have got to do something! What am I going to keep doing?! Creep in late into the night every time I want to have sex with my boyfriend?!”, Jaymi said as he and Josh sat in a cafe having their meal.

“He’ll catch on to that after a while I’d say.”

“I know. And what if we get caught. He’ll think I’m you and he’ll kill me. At least I hope that’s what he’d want to do!”

Josh laughs.

“Don’t be too hard on him if it isn’t! I am pretty much irresistable.”

“Shut-up Josh!”, Jaymi laughs.

JJ and George come in and join them.

“So Josh you coming over to watch American Horror Story and eat doughballs tonight?”, George asks.

“What?”, Jaymi replies.

“To watch American Horror Story and eat doughballs?”

“Um, yeah, yeah of course.”

Josh looked sad.

“Although I have a lot on tonight. Maybe you and Jaymi could you know chill out together.”

“A lot on?”,George asks with a smile,

“Who is she?”, he adds.

“Oh, her name’s …”

Jaymi looks at the name tag on the waitress going by. Lorna.


“Is she fit?”

“Oh yeah. Totally fit.”

“Well why didn’t you say? Enjoy yourself!”

“Oh I plan on doing so!”

“So Jaymi, JJ what about you two?”

“We’re having a bit of family time tonight. Maybe another night George but thanks for asking.”, JJ says.

“Yeah I’ll be there.”, Josh says.

“Really?”, George asks in shock.

“Yeah really. We’ll have a great laugh!”

“Oh cool. I just thought that maybe you well, might have plans with Olly.”

“No, we had breakfast so …”

“So you’re not going to have lunch together?”, George laughed.

“Something like that.”, Josh smiled.

Jaymi rolled his eyes.

Josh and JJ went up to pay for the meal leaving Jaymi and George sitting together.

“Jaymi’s acting strange, isn’t he?”, George said.

“Do you always talk behind his back?”

“I always talk behind everyone’s back. You know that. Doesn’t everyone?”

“I suppose.”, Jaymi conceeded.

“But don’t you think he is?”

“In what way?”

“Well just going out. He doesn’t go out much. He’s usually going home to Olly rubbing in our faces that he has someone.”

Jaymi suddenly feels hurt but he knows he has to keep in how he’s feeling.

“I don’t think that’s what he does be doing.”

“You’ve changed your tune.”

“What?”, Jaymi asks in shock.

“Now you’re acting weird as well. You said it too. Remember, you said rubbing it in our faces, acting like he has life all sorted out and making the rest of us feel deliberately small.”

Jaymi can feel tear prick the backs of his eyes. Must not cry, must not cry, he thinks.

“Maybe he has his reasons.”

“Wow, you are considerate today.”

“Maybe you should learn it George!”, Jaymi says and storms out.

JJ has went to the bathroom. Josh come back to the table.

“What’s wrong with him?”, Josh asks.

“I don’t know.”, George says and looks at the table.

“I’ll go after him. Talk to you soon George.”

“Talk to you soon Jaymi.”

“Jaymi, what the hell is going on?!”, Josh shouted as he tried to keep up with Jaymi who was walking quickly and showed no signs of stopping.

“You tell me Josh!”

Josh caught up with Jaymi and caught his arm.

“Hold up, would you?! Jaymi, have I done something to upset you?!”

“No. In fact it’s me. I rub in everyone’s faces that I have someone and try to make them feel small!”

“Jaymi, I just mean that you act all proper. Foccused. You don’t really have to go home almost every night, do you? But you make sure we all know you have a boyfriend and that you have a life outside the band.”

“I cheated on him once. It was just a one-night thing and we weren’t even dating that long but that’s not an excuse but he found out about it. And I’m scared stiff that it’ll happen again and that I’ll lose and if I had a few drinks too many surrounded by hot men in a night club or something I don’t know what would happen. Anything could. So forgive me if I’m not Mr. Party Animal but I have a lot more on my mind and a lot more to lose than you or your little pal George for that matter.”

“We didn’t know. How could we? You never told us.”

“No but you two assumed the worse anyway!”

“Jaymi, I’m sorry. Ok? I didn’t know. I just thought you were been a big-headed phat. It gets lonely been single sometimes you know. I guess I wanted to meet somebody and have what you two have. And indirectly you going on about how cosy your life was with Olly made me feel even worse.”

“It’s Ok. It isn’t the fairytale you think after all.”

“Oh it is. You made one mistake. That doesn’t change anything. You love that man to death and he loves you. Most of us would cut off our left arm for something half as good as that.”

“I’m sorry too.”

“For what?”

“It wasn’t intentional but if I made you feel upset then I’m truly sorry for that. I would never want to do that.”

“It’s alright mate.”, Josh says and the two hug each other.

The tears Jaymi has been holding back now fall from his eyes.

“Oh don’t cry. Now I feel terrible.”

“Don’t. I let it get to me a bit.”

“You got hurt. That’s what happened.”

“Yeah but I’m fine now so don’t worry about it.”

Jaymi arrived back to Josh’s house. He scanned the DVDs. The bloody Notebook, he thought. Spare me! Nothing of interest, he sat on the sofa and Oreo hopped up beside him.

“Hey sweetheart, are you going to scatch me today with those nasty claws of yours?”
Oreo got up on his lap and curled up.

“Oh you’re not a bad cat after all, are you?”, Jaymi smiled.

He began to pet Oreo.

Josh arrived at George’s house later that night.

“Hey.”, he said when George opened the door.

“Oh hey Jaymi. Come on in.”

George let Josh in and closed the door.

“So I have the doughballs in the kitchen.”


They went into the kitchen.

“Where episode will we start with? Or do you know it?”

Josh decided he better suddenly display an interest in a TV show that Jaymi had never shown an interest in before.

“Well I don’t really but it’s Ryan Murphy and Brad Falchuk so …”

“It’s very different to Glee though. I should warn you of that.”, George smiled.

“I had gathered that much.”, Josh smiled.

“We’ll put it on from the first episode so. Their inhabitants in an institution for the criminally insane.”, George informed him.

“Thanks for getting me up to speed.”

“No problem. Let’s get this show on the road so.”, George replied and they carried the doughballs into the living-room to start watching the show.

After George had switched on the DVD, he turned to Josh.

“You know Jaymi, I might have had you a little wrong.”


“Yeah I mean I kind of had you down as a bit of a know-all. Bit of those type that think their perfect.”


“But I love you to bits too and I did even when I thought that. But I was wrong and I’m sorry. I guess you and Olly just love each other so much you both want to be together a lot but sometimes it just seemed like you felt you were too big to hang out with us outside of work or something.”

Josh stays quiet. He is in two minds whether to tell George about why Jaymi is fightened to go out with them much. On one side he knows that even though Jaymi didn’t say it in so many words that he told him in confidence but on the other side George is completely in the dark about it. George misintreprets his silence as that he has upset him.

“Jaymi, I think you are a great guy and a great friend. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I just wanted to clear the air …”

“George stop. The reason why I don’t go out with you guys as much is that I … I cheated on Olly once.”

“What?!”, George asks in shock.

“Yeah …”

“You two having problems?!”

“Yeah …”

“I thought you two were like this perfect couple who never had like any problems! Now I feel so much better about myself … I mean …”

“It’s Ok, I know what you mean.”

“What happened or am I been nosy?”

“We weren’t too long dating and it was one-night thing.”

“Did he find out?”


“Oh my god. Did you two break up for a bit or anything like that?”

“No. But I’m worried that if I got too drunk I’d do it again on him and I don’t want to lose him.”

“Of course not. That puts a whole new perspective on things.”

Jaymi is standing outside his house unsure whether to knock on the door or not. I could be coming around to see Jaymi, he thinks. Olly would put a cup of tea on for Josh. They could chat. It wasn’t like he and Josh didn’t chat. And besides he couldn’t stay in withj a cat all night! He knocked at the door. No answer. He knocked again. No answer again. He can feel keys in his trouser pocket. Two sets. He realises that he must have took up his own house keys by mistake as well. No one must be home, he thought and took his key from his trouser pocket and let himself in.

“Home sweet home!”, he said with a sigh and locked the door before going into the bedroom.

Maybe I could borrow/steal temporarily one of Olly’s shirts, he thought. Then I’d feel closer to him. He opened the press and smiled at the fact that his and Olly’s clothes were all mixed up together. One of the little things that he hadn’t paid any heed to before. He pulled out one of Olly’s white shirts. He had quite a few of them. He probably wouldn’t miss it, thought Jaymi catching a whiff of his scent from the shirt. He missed him so bad that the scent was overpowering. So overpowering that he found himself lying back on their bed and placing the shirt to his nose, inhaling Olly’s scent completely. He pulled the shirt away to allow himself to breathe then placed it back against his nose again. It was consuming him, taking him over completely. He felt so many feelings just oozing out of that scent. Comfort, safety, love, passion, happiness. He pulled the shirt away again to allow himself to breathe before placing it back over his nose again. Inhaling again everything that was Olly. The familiar scent of Olly. The scent that he loved above any other scent in this whole world. As he released his nose from the shirt again he noticed Olly standing in the doorway in shock, his mouth open. His first thought was this is a bit embarrassing, he’ll be ragging now to no end but then he remembered. He looked like Josh.

“Olly …”, he began sitting up and throwing the shirt to one side.

“What the hell are you doing?!”, Olly shouted.

“Let me explain …”, he began but he didn’t know what he was going to say next.

It didn’t matter because Olly was in no humour to hear it anyway.

“You let yourself into my home when no one’s here and you are on our bed, mine and Jaymi’s bed, sniffing my shirt!”

“I admit it looks creepy …”

“Creepy?! It looks really creepy!”

“You’re not going to tell Jaymi, are you?”

What he really means is you’re not going to tell Josh I made him look like a tresspassing creep?

“No! Of course I’m not! I’m not bloody crazy Josh!”

“I’m sorry …”

“You’re sorry?! Did I hear that right?!”

“I’ll just be leaving.”

“Yeah, I think that would be a really good idea. Quickly. Get the hell out of my house! Five minutes later and you probably would have been sniffing my bloody underwear! Stay much longer mate and I’ll put you through the table!”

Jaymi says no more and rushes from the house quickly.

When Josh gets back to Jaymi’s house that night Olly rushes over to him taking him into a hug.

“Are you Ok?”, Josh asks concerned.

“I’m fine. I just missed you.”

“I was only gone two hours.”

“I know and I’m glad your socialising with George. I don’t want your whole social life to be took over by fear that you’ll cheat on me again. I just missed you.”

“Olly you’re shaking. What happened?”

“Nothing. Nothing happened.”

“Olly something happened. You’re shaking. You’re close to tears. Tell me what happened.”

“Nothing!”, Olly shouted defensively pulling himself free from Josh.

“Ok, nothing happened then.”

“I’m going for a lie down.”

“Olly, speak to me.”

“You don’t want to know Jaymi.”

“But I do …”

“No babe I really don’t think you do.”, Olly says and goes into the bedroom for a lie down.

 More soon! 🙂

Union J Fanfic, Mainly Jaymi Hensley and Josh Cuthbert Part 2!

This is the next part of my fanfic “I Wish I Was You”. Enjoy! 🙂 :

Jaymi and Josh!

Title: I Wish I Was You

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Josh sat in the pub contemplating what to do next. He was worried about going home or rather to Jaymi’s home. He didn’t want to hurt Olly and he knew he would. How could he not? He wasn’t Jaymi. He couldn’t treat him the way Jaymi did. And he was scared out of his wits. What if Olly jumped on him? It was perfectly plausible. He didn’t know that he wasn’t his boyfriend. Jaymi came in and sat with him.

“I miss him.”

“It’s been a day man! Get a grip! We’ve been away longer on work-related stuff!”

“I know. I think it’s because I’m fearful. Fearful of never getting back with him. Of him marrying you.”

“That’s the end of the year! I don’t want to be you for that long! No offence.”

Jaymi laughed.

“None taken. I don’t want to be you for that long either.”

Jaymi’s mobile phone rings.

“You answer it Jaymi. At least you’ll get to talk to him that way.”

“Thanks Josh. For thinking of me I mean.”

“You are my mate. Now answer the call before it goes off.”

Jaymi answers the call.

“Hey babe.”, he says softly.

“Oh you’re back to yourself now, are you?”
“Babe …”
“Jaymi, I don’t know what’s got into you today. The theatrics this morning …”
Jaymi raises an eyebrow as he looks at Josh.

“The what?”
“Don’t act all innocent on me James William Hensley …”

Jaymi winced.

“Olly don’t do that.”
“Well you stop treating like a stranger or you can get your stuff out and you can forget your wedding at the end of the year.”
“Olly, I love you.”
There’s silence at the other end of the line before Olly speaks,

“I love you too.”

“So we’re good then?”
“Well if you start acting normal again we’re good.”
“I’ve been under a lot of pressure lately.”

“I can take a lot of that pressure. Just talk to me. Offload. I know it’s only been a day but we’re a team. We don’t need this disconnect.”

“I’m always completely connected to you.”

Tears are falling from Jaymi’s eyes.

“Good. Now babe, you stop crying.”

“How do you know I’m crying?”
Olly giggles.

“I’d love to say it was because we’re so connected but it’s because I can hear you through the phone.”

Jaymi giggles through tears.

“I want to hold you so much.”

Josh looks alarmed and mouths silently,

“Don’t say that!”

“I want you to hold me. You can hold me anytime you like.”

“Maybe not tonight though …”

“I’m hanging up Jaymi.”

“No, Olly please don’t.”

“Why not? It’s like you’re not attracted to me anymore.”
“Oh I am so attracted to you. You have no idea how much.”

“It’s all words Jaymi. If you are so attracted to me still prove it!”
“Get yourself home and land me on the freaking bed!”

“There’s nothing I want to do more but …”, Jaymi trails off.

“But what?”
“But …”
“You’ve seen some hot nineteen, twenty year old and even twenty-two is a bit old. You’re looking a toyboy! And once you’ve had someone so many times it’s not exciting anymore, is it?!”
“It’s not like that!”

“Well then tell me Jaymi what it’s like because I really don’t understand.”

“I love you! What more do you want?!”
“I want to know what’s happening. I want to know what has got into you?!”
“Olly you are everything to me.”

“And you are everything to me but I am not going to be made a fool of. I know when someone is drifting away from me.”

“No, I am not drifting away from you …”
“I’m sick of your words Jaymi. Just prove it or move out.”
“Olly, this is a bit dramatic. I mean I know that you can be but …”
“Dramatic?! I know that I can be too but after this morning, wouldn’t anybody be? You looked absolutely disgusted by the fact that you might have to do sexually with me. How do you think that makes me feel?!”

“Babe …”
“I’ve given you your options. Now the ball is in your court.”
“Olly …”
Olly hangs up.

“What’s wrong?”, Josh asks.

“What do you think is wrong?!”
Josh sighs.

“What was I supposed to do exactly? Cut me a little bit of slack here! I could hardly kiss and sleep with your boyfriend!”

“He hates me so much.”

“He doesn’t hate you. He hates me.”

“But you are now me so he hates me.”

“How can I put this right?”

“If we go back to mine really late, me and Olly could do it in the dark and he might not notice.”

“It’s worth a try.”

More soon! 🙂

The Strength of Our Love: Union J, Mostly George and Jaymi Fanfic Part 9!

Here is the ninth part of my fanfic The Strength of Our Love. Hope you enjoy!:-):

Title: The Strength of Our Love

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J and I’m not saying anything about their real sexualities. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Jaymi and George!

Jaymi and George!

As the lads packed to leave the hotel after coming fourth in the competition George took Jaymi into a tight hold.
“Let’s not leave things like this.”
“How else are we supposed to?”
“It was one mistake. It won’t happen again. I will not hurt you like that again.”
“I can’t trust you. That’s the point George.”
“Let me help you to trust me again.”
“It doesn’t work like that …”
“Please let me try. I can’t give up on us.”
“You don’t have to. I am.”
“Please Jaymi. Please give me another chance. I can’t love without you.”
“I can’t do this anymore Georgie. I’m sorry.”, Jaymi said and pulled himself free from his hold and going back to his packing.

George was sitting on a park bench back in Cleavdon. He felt so empty and sad. It was a terror he felt that you could go through your whole life not missing and feeling so down about someone when you had never met them and then because you had and you had fell so helplessly in love with them, everything was different. It wasn’t that you were completely consumed in them and that you didn’t carry on with life but at the same time they were always there in the back of your mind pushing forward at certain times affecting you to no end.
His mobile phone rang taking him away from his thoughts. Josh’s name flashed up on the screen. He sighed and answered the call.
“Hey Josh.”
“Hi George. I was just wondering if you’d like to meet up tomorrow for a rehearsal?”
“What? Why? Are we getting a contract?”
“What? No. But I don’t we just finish because we lost. We should continue on and see where it takes us.”
“I don’t know. I don’t think Jaymi would appreciate that.”
“Tough. Look I know you hurt him and I’m not condoning that but we are a band of four now and he’ll just have to deal with it.”
“I don’t want to do that to him Josh. I come swanning into a band he’s in and start dating him and then cheat on him and now he has to see me day in day out. That doesn’t seem fair.”
“Life isn’t fair. George, look he will get used to it. It will be alright.”
“I don’t want to make him uncomfortable.”
“As I said he’ll get used to it. Besides he’s considering getting back with Olly so you best be quick in trying to get him back.”
“Hold up a sec! Getting back with Olly?! Is that why you are really organising this little get together?”
“Possibly. Look I love Olly to bits but George you and I really really clicked. I don’t want to see you screw this up. So now is the time to be a man about this and convince him that you are the man for him. Are you up for that?”
“Damn right I am! He is not going back to him!”

The four lads met at Josh’s place. George was the first to arrive.
“Are the others not here yet?”, George asks as Josh and he go into the living-room.
“I’m freaking out. I know I should say I’m determined and set to get him back but I’m freaking out.”
“You don’t need to say anything that isn’t true. I know you are freaking out.”, Josh smiles.
There’s a knock at the door.
“Oh god, oh god …”, George fretted.
“Calm down! I know you are in love but he’s just a man. Calm down. And besides it could be JJ.”
Josh went to answer the door.
“Oh hey Josh.”, JJ smiled.
Upon hearing his voice, George calms down.
Josh and JJ come into the living-room.
“Jaymi isn’t coming.”, JJ informed them.
“Why?”, George asked.
“I don’t know.”, JJ said looking at the floor.
“Yeah you do. It’s because of me, isn’t it?”
“He’s not coming back boys.”, JJ said nervously.
“And he didn’t have the decency to tell us himself!”, Josh said angrily.
“Look guys, he’s going through a lot at the moment. Cut him a bit of slack.”
“JJ I’m trying to but he’s got to get a grip of himself.”
“Easier said than done Josh.”
“No, this isn’t right guys. He’s one of the original members. And I’m driving him out. I can’t do this.”
“No! You may not have been with us as long but you have as much right to be in this band as he does. You got that?”, Josh said.
“Josh is right.”, JJ added.
“I need to talk to him. I mean I know what it feels like to feel trapped and want to leave …”
“You do?”, JJ asked confused.
“It’s a long story.”, Josh said.
“I need to see him.”
“He doesn’t want to see you George.”, JJ said.
“Well he’s going to whether he likes it or not!”, George said storming out.

Jaymi sat in a cafe in Luton with Olly.
“What I’m trying to say Olly is that I might have made a mistake.”, Jaymi says taking Olly’s hand in his.
Olly pulls his hand free.
“What happened?”
“What? Nothing happened.”
“Did he dump you?”
“Ha? No …”
“Then what?”
“I just realised I was wrong about him. That’s all. Olly, I’m trying to put things right here.”
“Right in what way though Jaymi? How you think they should be or how you want them to be.”
Jaymi hesitated.
“I want you.”
“Took your time over that one, didn’t you? Look, I know you probably think that because for whatever reason you and George didn’t last that the proper thing would be to get back with me because we were together so long but I want more for you than that and …”
“Olly please listen to me …”
“And I want more for me. Jaymi, at the risk of sounding like a teenage girl here I want it all. The fairytale. Someone who loves me completely because they want to. Not because they feel they have to.”
Jaymi sighs.
“You’re right. I wasn’t really thinking of you.”
“So what did happen?”
“He cheated on me.”
“He done what?!”
“With some guy he met in a club or a pub or something.”
“Oh my god! You’ve been through a lot since I last seen you.”
“I still love him.”
“I know that.”
“That’s why I decided to leave the band.”
“What?! No, you can’t do that. You can’t let him push you out.”
“But he isn’t. Not really. It’s my feelings for him that are pushing me out. If I spend too long with him I’ll forgive him like some helpless fool who’s so in love he’s all forgiving in a flash. I used to laugh at these people. You know the celebrities who would take back their cheating partners but now I’m as bad as them. I know what it feels like to be … to be that vulnerable to someone else.”
“You’re not a fool. Talk to him Jaymi. If you still love him talk to him.”

More soon! 🙂

The Strength of Our Love: Union J, Mostly George and Jaymi Fanfic Part 8!

Here is the eighth part of my fanfic The Strength of Our Love. Hope you enjoy!:-):

Title: The Strength of Our Love

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J and I’m not saying anything about their real sexualities. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

George and Jaymi!

When George, JJ and Josh returned to the hotel room later Jaymi has moved his bed away from George’s. He is lying in bed facing the wall. Asleep. Or pretending to be asleep to be more precise.

“He moved the bed.”, George said sadly.

Josh put a comforting hand on George’s shoulder.

“Well what did you expect?”, JJ said sitting down on his own bed and throwing off his boots.

“JJ!”, Josh said.

“What Josh?! You might be able to say oh it’s fine George, you didn’t mean it, everything will be fine but I can’t. Can’t you see that he’s broken inside? I love you George but I’m more concerned about Jaymi in this situation.”

“I understand.”, George says,

“But I didn’t mean to hurt him.”

“I’m not saying that you did and I’m not judging you for it but the point is that you hurt him. He gave up a lot for you and you go out and sleep with somebody else after one argument. And not just somebody else. Somebody else with a boyfriend. There’s a code there you just don’t cross. This thing would be so much more simpler if you had kept your trousers up. That’s all I’m saying.”

“Good because I think you’ve said enough!”, Josh shouted.

“And you, don’t even get me started on you.”

“What’s that supposed to mean exactly?”

You knew. You actually knew.”

“Well come on JJ man I could hardly say anything. You are going on about Jaymi been hurt. Well I would have only been hurting him if I’d told him.”

“Oh there’s more to it than that and you know it too.”


“You and George’s little bond which is great. I’m not saying anything about that but I wonder if you’d have been so willing to keep it to yourself if it was the other way around.”

Josh hesitated. The truth was that he wasn’t sure he would have.

“Yeah, of course I would have.”, he finally says.

“Oh really? I doubt that.”

“I’m going to bed!”, Josh shouts.

Jaymi holds back tears. He hates hearing them arguing but he knows that if he wakes up to try to help bring peace to proceedings that he will caught up in another row with George so he doesn’t. And a part of him melts at how JJ stood up for him. Now he doesn’t feel as alone in the situation.

George is sitting on the side of his own bed looking at Jaymi when he wakes up the next morning.

“You are dead cute when you are asleep.”, he says with a sad smile.

Jaymi ignores him, gets up and goes to the bathroom.

When he comes out, George speaks again.
“Jaymi please listen to me …”

“No you listen to me. Today is a big day. For us all. So let’s just put on big cheesy smiles, say all the right things and hit all the right notes. And if nothing comes of this then you and I George won’t have to see each other again.”

“But I want to see you again.”

“We both have to want to though and I don’t want to see again if I don’t have to.”

“But Jaymi I love you.”

“That’s your problem, isn’t it?”

“Don’t do this to me please.”

“You did it to yourself.”

The lads arrived at the studios and George and Josh went for some air out the back.

“He’ll come around. Eventually. It’s the immediate pain and shock.””You think? He threw a vase in my direction last night you know. He’s really mad at me.”

Josh laughed.

“What?”, George asked confused.

“It’s just the vase. Little temper on him.”

“Lesson learned, never cheat on a hot head!”, George smiled, adding, 

“Especially a hot head you love.”

“It’ll be alright mate. Jaymi doesn’t know how to hold a grudge with those he cares about long.”

“I hope he doesn’t hold in for me. He’s loving, he’s devoted, caring, adorable …”

“Anything else?”, Josh says with a cheeky grin.

“Oh well that is all really really good.”, George smiles shyly.

“Not just really. Really, really, oh, no wonder you are in such pain.”, Josh smiles.

“Oh shut-up Josh!”, George smiles putting his hand to his forehead shyly.

“It’s good to see you smiling. You’ve been so down since last night. It’s good to see.”

“How are you doing?”, JJ asks Jaymi as they sit in the studio.

Jahmene is practicing on the stage.

“Not too well to be honest but I can cope with it. This is a big night. I can keep my emotions in check. I’m not going to ruin it for anyone. Even George.”

“I’ll be with you all the way. If you want to cry, talk, I’m here.”

“I know you are.”

JJ and Jaymi hug.

More soon! 🙂

The Strength of Our Love: Union J, Mostly George and Jaymi Fanfic Part 7!

Here is the seventh part of my fanfic The Strength of Our Love. Hope you enjoy!:-):

Title: The Strength of Our Love

Disclaimer: I don’t know Union J and I’m not saying anything about their real sexualities. What I’m writing is complete fiction.

Jaymi and George!

Jaymi and George!

George snuggled into Jaymi’s back as they lay in bed. His mind was heavy with guilt. He couldn’t believe that he had succeeded in this world which so many occupied in finding his soulmate and then even more so he couldn’t believe that he had screwed up so badly. He couldn’t tell him but living with this guilt wasn’t all that easy either.

“Are you awake George?”

“Yeah.”, George replies with guilt almost choking his words.

“Do you want to go shopping tomorrow after rehearsals end?”

“Yeah. That sounds cool.”

“Fab. We’ll have such a great time! We’ll be getting bargains and lovin’ life!”

“Yeah. Sounds good babe.”

“Are you alright?”

“Yeah. Why?”

“You just seem a bit quiet, that’s all.”

“I’m fine. Just … I’m just a bit neavous about the semi-final this week.”

Jaymi turns around and holds George tightly in his arms.

“Don’t worry about it babe. You are going to be absolutely amazing. We all are.”

“Jaymi I love you.”

“I know you do. I love you too.”

“I’m so glad that I entered this competition because I met you.”

“Likewise.”, Jaymi says holding George closer.

As George lies into Jaymi’s chest fear is completely gripping his entire insides. Fear of losing him. Fear of hurting him. Fear of him hating him.


*It was the night before the semi-final.*


“What do you mean? Who said that?!”, Jack asked his boyfriend Glen at his flat after Glen had stormed inside.

“Gary and Marcus!”

“Oh you wouldn’t want to mind them …”

“I overheard them talking. They left in the morning. Which of them was it?!”

“Nothing happened!”

“Oh please, give me a bit of credit here! I amn’t that thick you know!”

“You aren’t thick at all!”

“Jack, tell me the truth!”

“I love you. That’s the truth.”

“I didn’t ask you that.”

“Do you want to sit down?”, Jack says softly.

Glen sits down and Jack sits down beside him. His heart is beating. This is the man that he loves and he is on the verge of losing him. And for what? A drunken night of passion. He sighs deeply and takes Glen’s hand in his but Glen pulls it away.

“Glen, I was very drunk. It just happened. George was very drunk too.”, he began by way of explanation.

“Right. That’s all I need to know.”, Glen says getting up and starting for the door.

Jack rushes after him.

“Glen, where are you going?”

“The Corintha Hotel. Where else would I be going?!”

“Oh don’t do that babe. It meant nothing!”

“I’ll bloody kill him! Bloody floppy-haired twat!”, Glen said and stormed out.

Jack rushed after him neavously.


At The Corintha Hotel the Union J lads were sitting in the lounge having a few drinks. Jaymi lifted up his drink.

“Guys I’d like to say a few words …”

“Oh someone get out the violins!”, Josh joked.

Jaymi smiled before continuing,

“This has been an amazing journey we’ve had as cliche as that sounds and I’ve been blessed to have shared it with the three of you. JJ and Josh, you two have become like brothers to me. George you haven’t because that would be a bit weird. You have become my soulmate. So lads, let’s give it our all tomorrow and just enjoy it. This is after all one of the best times in our lives.”

The four of them clicked glasses. Josh looked at George who had got even more guilty.

Then Glen stormed over to them, with a very neavous Jack chasing after him.

“Hey you. Where the hell do you get off sleeping with other peoples’ boyfriends?! Bit of fame and it’s gone to your head has it George?”

“Glen, please don’t do this.”, Jack begged.

Jaymi stood up.

“I think you should leave. You ain’t going to make any money with your false stories!”

“Could you be any more patronising sweetheart?!”

“He’s my boyfriend. He’s clearly not sleeping with your boyfriend.”

“That display of trust is very sweet but a tad misplaced. Isn’t that right George?”

Everyone looks to George who wishes the ground would shallow him up.

“George say something.”, Jaymi says growing concerned by George’s silence.

“I, um, I … I love you Jaymi. It just happened. I was dr-”

Jaymi has started for the lift and George rushes after him.

“Don’t even think about following me!”

“Jaymi, we were arguing. I was drunk. I’m not using that as an excuse but …”

“You clearly are and I’m telling you that I ain’t accepting it as an excuse.”

Jaymi gets into the lift and George goes in after him.

“Please don’t hate me. It was a night od madness. It should never have happened.”, George says trying to take hold of Jaymi’s hand but he pulls it away and turns to look the other way.

“Stay away from me.”

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

“I don’t care.”

“Just hear me out …”

“I don’t need to. I’ve already made up my mind!”

The lift opens and Jaymi gets out. George rushes after him.

“I know I’ve hurt you …”

“Really? Well done Sherlock!”

Jaymi opens the door of the room and they both go inside.

“I don’t want you here right now George.”

“We need to talk …”

“That would require us both wanting to talk and I don’t want to.”

“But we need to get this sorted. We need to set things right with each other.”

“I don’t want to set things right with you.”

“Don’t say that. Please don’t say that.”

“I want you to go. I know this is your hotel room too but could you have the decency to leave me alone for a bit?! Maybe your new friend is lonely!”

“Jaymi …”

“Or in failing that you could go out and find an even newer friend. That’s what you seem to do when we have an argument!”

“Don’t be like that. I don’t go around with everybody!”

“Why not? You are a young, free and single guy now. You can do what you like!”

“Don’t say that. I love you.”

“No you don’t.”

“I do …”

“If you did you wouldn’t have did what you did!”

“I do love you. I just made a mistake.”

“I left my boyfriend for you!”

“Jaymi, don’t throw that at me. I didn’t make you.”

“I was three years with Olly and he never did that to me! Three minutes with you and you are already jumping into bed with another man!”

“Babe, please I …”

Jaymi lifts up the vase from the bedside table and flings it in George’s direction. George ducks and it breaks off the wall.

“Jaymi, what the hell are you doing?!”

“I can’t even look at you right now! Just leave!”

“Jaymi, just listen to me please.”, George says trying to walk towards him.

Jaymi picks up a book.

“Babe, put the book down. Come on.”

“I don’t want to talk! Why can’t you understand that?!”

“But Jaymi …”

“I’m not interested. Save it George!”

George sighs.

“Ok. I’ll leave you be. But this isn’t over.”, George says and turns to leave.

“Oh it is.”

George sighs and leaves. Jaymi drops the book to the floor and collapses on the bed in floods of tears.


More soon! 🙂